Boredom of a poet

I once measured the sea with a ruler...and counted the sand with a weight scale...

I once captured smoke and grabbed it with my bare hands....

I once imagine i was Jesus
I imagine i could heal-I saw my life wrote in a book
And my death celebrated for years...

I once told myself I was an astronaunt, an astrologer, a magi...
I found stars, wrote poems, and created galaxies of notebooks in the sky...
And then I woke up
and realized it was all boredom of my imagination
Things that are thought up
When the poem takes it's time 2 come to you....

Misunderstood

Misunderstood 
Conciously denied
Conciously confused
Decipher thoughts
Left their emotions misunderstood

Man and woman

Voices.

Voices..

spoken too softly
Voices..
Spoken with anger
Emotions closed doors
Fist broke hearts endangered

The woman

Her tears...

Damped up confusion
Wetten her blacken eyes
Now thoughts are vividly clearer now
Picture's bloody perfect

Now that... love has been defeated
But Equated too...

Her saddness 

Convincing Her mental
That.. Abuse 
was the purpose of love...

Africa....

Decipher my life
take away my freedom
add chains to my brain
hate my black skin

Remove woman from title
call me bitch
put me out in a field
decorate my body with whips

take away his penis
give him a vagina
with broken womb
a dysfunctional Fallopian tube
watch his seeds conceived brainless

kill our spirit
call us nigger
trap smoke with your bare hands
steal our land... Abolish our pride
rape our concious
be-head our God

this is the story of my ancestors
this is the story of Africa....

Element of Freedom

Actually
I contemplated
on being rejected from life
I actually bet and won
Transcendentalist I say
A Transcendentalist I become...

I never stood up without a fight
I found the element of my freedom
I found my ticket to heaven

No spaceships no astronauts
just astral projection
into space
I write my constellation on God's galaxy
I took God's hand
and wrote my Pslams
I took God's writings
And lived my horoscope

A Cancerian Poet
Born to Earth
conceived by the Moon
Father by a Gemini Sun
A spirit of God's image

I shine thru hemispheres
Supernova my history
I Define gravity..
I write my commandments in stone
I found my Element of Freedom..

Galaxy Ride

Galaxy Ride

A combination of love
stars bright and comet skys
where our astro signs love and hide
ooh wee i love the galaxy rise

galaxy ride, galaxy ride
over the moon spirits dream
earth captures water and creates seas
I love the galaxy rise
the universe becomes our playground
off the rings of Jupiter when we rise
i love the constellation reflection in
your eyes, galaxy ride, galaxy ride

galaxy rides
no planes or jets
no astrological suits or sweats
just astrological signs and myths
as i take your hips and fly
between the milky way will go
write our names among the constellations
lets ride, this ride
galaxy ride, galaxy rise