Time Warp...

Time Warp

As the Earth rotated
The stars left visible trails of your presence..neglected I felt
That I had rejected
The Essence of ur present..
Love is so unexpected
My courage lacked
The reason to openly
Accept it...
I swallowed my courage
Ate pride for dinner
My mind became a winner
My soul the loser...
Now I sit here patiently..
The loser..
So skeptic..
That I neglected.. So cowardly..
So foolishly.. 
To tell you.. 
I LOVE U...

Waiting......

Waiting....


Green grass
No marijuana 
Just weeds
But no weeds
Of illegal kind
Just weeds
Crowding my face
Crowded space
Can't breathe
Asthamic pace
No inhaler of space
Just fumes
Congested
Clouded smoke
Jobless interviews
Parental advisors
Question
My personal being
On this earthly couch
Remote in hand
Ideas travelling around My imaginary lightbulb -
Nothing lit
Dimmed light
Only seen a few feet
Distance reached with imaginary hands
Thinking...
As if I was the lighthouse
To guide them their... 
Emotions despair
Floating above sea
Competing with fish
On how many circles 
Upstreams we go in
Until we reach a place
Of comfortness
Regardless
Of whether it makes sense
Like this poem
I wrote on the iPhone
Sitting @ home
Waiting .... For a job
Waiting for patience..
Waiting for it all to make sense..

Boredom of a poet

I once measured the sea with a ruler...and counted the sand with a weight scale...

I once captured smoke and grabbed it with my bare hands....

I once imagine i was Jesus
I imagine i could heal-I saw my life wrote in a book
And my death celebrated for years...

I once told myself I was an astronaunt, an astrologer, a magi...
I found stars, wrote poems, and created galaxies of notebooks in the sky...
And then I woke up
and realized it was all boredom of my imagination
Things that are thought up
When the poem takes it's time 2 come to you....

Misunderstood

Misunderstood 
Conciously denied
Conciously confused
Decipher thoughts
Left their emotions misunderstood

Man and woman

Voices.

Voices..

spoken too softly
Voices..
Spoken with anger
Emotions closed doors
Fist broke hearts endangered

The woman

Her tears...

Damped up confusion
Wetten her blacken eyes
Now thoughts are vividly clearer now
Picture's bloody perfect

Now that... love has been defeated
But Equated too...

Her saddness 

Convincing Her mental
That.. Abuse 
was the purpose of love...

If only

If only

If only stars could talk
Think...scientific poetry
Add...Astrological thoughts
And I could rule the galaxy

I would Elimiate
All...fallacies
And...Max out oxymorons
Though..
Sore losers would be station on Earth....while
Winners are station on the moon

If only metaphors didn't exist
i could give u the milky ways
Show u how to love in our horoscopes
And persuade u with the love in our synastry

But if only
My zodiac wasn't so true
A cancer shell....So protective of me
That I can't get next too you
I prolly could tell u how I felt
I prolly would ask u to ride in
My space ship.....

The Plane ticket

Freedom expressed so vividly
Open my mind
Locked violence
Close my eyes
See essence

Precious flowers
Sprout beautiful Intellect
Transcendentalist
Upright connect 

Sun moon & stars
I make love to
Galaxies seas and moons
I drown my ignorance in
I come up baptized in happiness
joy peace and Love...

Freedom expressed
So vividly
Controlled emotions
I let go again

Zodiacs tell my dreams
Stars mimic them in a play
Singing planets
Dancing Jupiter
Lovely Venus
And Moody Mars
Gr8 characteristics they portray... This lovely life of mine  

FLYS don't live in SPACE....

Flys don't live in space
Flys CANT live in space
Shit doesn't exist here
No manure or maneuvers
Just movement of movements

Planets
Stars hold wishes
God's hand pick planets
Hold angel meetings and miracles
No 34th streets
Just comets @ Godspeed
No time for lies or metaphors
No doors to throw them out of 
No waste to take up space
No time goes unconsumed
...just bright lights 
And answered wishes

Dreams come true 
And fall with stars
Angels dance with moons
Energy goes towards the SUN
Positivity is created here
Love was invented there

If Flys lived in Space....Shit would exist
And the Abyss would rule the galaxies...